2021.10.27 06:28 HTE__Redrock Wanna help me give FH4 the send off it deserves? I'm hosting a photography meet this Thursday on Twitch. Details in the comments ✌ Also, have some more wallpapers!
2021.10.27 06:28 -LoremIpsumDolorSit Not really able to afford eating out so I made a fine dining meal for my family. Their joy and the way these turned out just made my week !!!
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2021.10.27 06:28 Crazii_Enthusiast Cheating on my fiancé - how can lust become love?
To maintain anonymity I have swapped out real names with fake names. I included all of the important details but left out many, many more. Feel free to ask any questions.
Hey Reddit, I had an on-going affair for a year while I was engaged to the love of my life, I ended the affair and told her everything and we are still together.
A little background information: I dated the love of my life, Erica, in our grade 12 year of high school and we graduated together and moved to go to college together, while living separately. That being said, we still saw each other every-fucking-day, to the point where we were missing weeks of school and blah blah blah blah blah blah... I was in love, I was ready to give my life up for this girl. Yet, one unfortunate night I found out she was cheating on me the whole time while we were together. It felt like my heart had shattered.
We broke up, but got back together the next day and have stayed together since. And after dating Erica for 3 years, we got engaged (Jul 2020), without any end goal in sight.
A month after being engaged I realize that my sexual needs are not being met. It seemed like our sex life had been taking a decline for a while, and after many conversations with my fiancé about the situation I decided to look outside of our relationship. I made an account on a website and found someone who was looking for the same thing as I was: raw, passionate, hardcore, intense, fiery, kinky sex. And so began our intense mind-fucking affair.
We talked for around 2 weeks over kik before deciding to meet up. Which was when ‘her’ and I had quite possibly the best sex ever. Her name was Gina, and she’s married (a little detail: she’s not actually married but she’s been with him for 10 years, and engaged for 5 of them). Her husband welcomed me with open arms, as I was fulfilling something deep within his wife that he could not (no pun intended). He was there for most of the times and either watched or ‘fluffed’ me. They both really loved me, and wanted me to have my way with them in any way imaginable. It was a high like no other. I went mad with power. I was a 21 year-old with a mature couple that I could use and abuse like stray dogs if I wanted to, and that’s exactly what I did, they loved it just as much as I did.
I always kept out of Gina’s relationship with her husband, as I believed it was sacred to them like my relationship with Erica was sacred to me. And in return she respected my relationship with Erica, and kept her boundaries. I didn’t share much about my life or my relationship with Erica to Gina, in fact I lied and told Gina that Erica knew what I was doing and was fine with it. When in reality Erica had no idea of what I was doing behind her back. But I didn’t care; I was having the time of my life with 2 women, each of whom only fulfilled half of me.
Slowly but surely the fire of our affair started to die. Our texts went dry. I stopped putting in the effort and she instinctively responds by doing the same but behaving a bit more emotionally. She eventually fell into a state of a depression. One night I asked Gina who she loves more, me or her husband, she told me told that she doesn’t know anymore and started crying. I told her that I loved Erica more than anything and at the end of the day I would want Erica over anything else, and she had nothing to say to that. I told her, her and I were nothing more than just an affair.
Our affair was on-going and intense from Nov 2020-Aug 2021. We’ve seen each other since then, but only hung out, drove around, hugged/lightly kissed but nothing more. I have not seen her for the past month of October, and I don’t plan on seeing her again.
Now you’re probably asking, how did this go over with Erica? Well, I tried to take as many damage control measures as I possibly could. I wanted to tell Erica the truth from the start, but I was afraid that she would leave me and then I would really be left with no one. So I decided not to tell her till “the time was right”.
I had been suggesting an open relationship for a while, one in which we had sex with other people but were only intimate with each other. And in August 2021 I told her that I was going to start seeing other people for sex and we could either break up or stay together, it was entirely her choice, but I told her that I wanted to stay with her. Basically telling her to break up if she wants to or otherwise keep her peace and we continue on with our relationship. She was reluctant to accept it at first, but she agreed, and told me that we should stick together every step of the way. And I agreed. A week later I showed Erica a picture of Gina and lied to Erica, telling her that I had just started talking to this girl and I only took her out for dinner once thus far. A week later I finally showed Erica my online profile where I had uploaded videos and pictures of me fucking the brains out of Gina. Erica couldn’t believe it, she was in shock, her whole world had been flipped upside down at literally the tap of one button.
Erica didn’t talk to me for a week. Instead she went behind my back and fucked 2 guys, and blew another one in that same week. Finally she messages me. After a few days of talking, she tells me to come get my stuff from her place. She had my stuff packed, and met me at a picnic bench in a public park. We sat down across from each other, and seeing her after a month of not seeing her, man did she look ever so beautiful that day when she broke off the engagement with me and told me that she can’t spend the rest of her life with someone who would do that to her. I was brutally honest with her, I told her why I did it, I told her how it made me feel when I did it, and I also told her that I did not want to continue doing that if it meant that I could not have her at the end of the day. I told her that I would be fully open about everything from here on out and she could go through my phone any time she wants to; no more secrets.
Now I see Erica every other week for the whole weekend, and we have mid-tier sex compared to what I was doing with Gina (and her husband sometimes). Now I actively try to focus on Erica as much as I can, regardless of the sex, I love her for who she is and I just want to take care of her above anything else. Though both my girls Erica and Gina might not know the truth about each other, they both know that Erica ALWAYS comes before Gina.
I can’t help my desires, I can only tame them for so long. I want what I want, and I will get what I want one way or another.
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2021.10.27 06:28 Bogienin Very Wholesome
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2021.10.27 06:28 iridescent_purr 24F [chat] keep me off Netflix?
Been in bed with the worst cold I’ve ever had for 2 days already. My options are either to spend the day binging the second season of You, or.. talking to you lol (possibility both at the same time). Some kind of short intro as opposed to ‘hi’ would be perfect! And I get on best with people who are quite talkative, like me. Other than that I have no requirements or expectations lol
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2021.10.27 06:28 athrowaway2837 i'm starting to use the silent treatment like how my parents do, what should i do instead?
after arguing with people i just stop talking to them for a day or for a while. i've become aware that this is a really bad thing to do to people and it's exactly like what my parents do to me when they get mad.
please tell me what i should do instead of this.
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2021.10.27 06:28 Longjumping_Diamond5 Genuine question, whats the advantage of the sentinel over the longbow (I'm really stupid)
2021.10.27 06:28 Mr_Adidas_Official Some pec studies.
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2021.10.27 06:28 Dzheikob Concerns for energy crisis?
Are there fears of an energy crisis in your countries?
From Deutsche Welle: North Macedonia is facing electricity shortages due to reduced production, while electricity consumption is increased. ESM says that the production is stable and that there is no space for panic at the moment, but the director of MEPSO, Kushtrim Ramadani, said a few days ago that there has been a lack of electricity in North Macedonia for some time, due to which the country has been connected to the energy network of the EU, for which in turn it received several warnings. The lack of electricity that North Macedonia is facing has raised the alarm and fears of possible restrictions, ie. power outages across the country by regions and at predetermined terms, which would cripple people's daily lives.
Aside from the concerns here, the world media are already talking about an energy crisis in 2021 (Forbes, CNN Business).
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2021.10.27 06:28 Jowa7 [Video] The place of true healing is a fierce place. It’s a giant place. It’s a place of monstrous beauty and endless dark and glimmering light. And you have to work really, really, really hard to get there, but you can do it. Don't give in to procrastination.
2021.10.27 06:28 stfochris Any GA drivers?
2021.10.27 06:28 procryptoclass Robinhood Crypto Revenue Drops to $51M in Q3 from $233M in Q2
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2021.10.27 06:28 G3NXALBHMC9YK5F4Z8XW Paypal sent me to collections, even after they said zero balance in BBB dispute
Hi, just wanted to share my experience with this absolutely horrible company. I am in the US. Due to a Paypal reversal, I owed them $30. So I dealt with their awful customer service and they were useless. So I certified mailed them a money order for $30 (could not make a payment through my Paypal account) and it was signed for and received by the Paypal rep. They never cashed my money order or applied it to my account. So I filed a BBB complaint against them, and of course, the Paypal escalations rep apologized and said my balance would be $0. I closed my Paypal account after dealing with this awful company. So two years later, I received a collections notice from a collections agency for the amount. It blew me away that Paypal would do this, especially after the rep said my balance would be zero in the BBB dispute. I paid the balance as I didn't want it showing up on my credit report. So everyone be warned about the crap like this that they pull if you have a negative balance.
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2021.10.27 06:28 woodbarnmoss Is it the end?
I'm 41F and and have been dating 41M for 18months.
This is my first long term relationship. I have struggled with relationships due to feelings of being worth dating my whole life so have happily been single. However, I had lots of therapy and am in a much better place and have had a lovely 18months dating this man.
I have some questions and cant ask people in my real life as they sound silly and by 41 I should know not due to inexperience I'm not too sure and would like your advice on the following.
A. 1 year ago my boyfriend said he wasnt feeling very body confident and didnt want to have sex. He assured me it wasnt me but he just didnt have a libido due to how he sees himself after 30lb weight gain. We have not had sex since nor have we discussed it. I kinds feel ok with this, I've gotten used to not having a sexual relationship with him and the idea of jim suddenly trying it on makes me feel a bit uncomfortable. I feel it's my fault and that he actually doesnt fancy me.
B. He has never told me he loves me but I also havent told him I've never told anyone I've loved them and no one has ever loved me, I know this is linked to my own mental health...feeling of not being loveable etc but is it odd that after 18months he's never said it? I dont really understand how you even know if you love someone.
C. He doesnt make me feel amazing. He very rarely compliments me or bigs me up. I feel like I annoy him. I feel like I am constantly trying to impress him so he says something nice to me.
I must say he treats me very well, we talk well, laugh and enjoy each others company. We "rub along well" but is that enough?
Is it time to end this or accept that this is a good relationship and nothing is perfect?
All advice welcome.
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2021.10.27 06:28 random__guyhere My(16M) girlfriend(17F) won't go to the doctor and it's really bothering me about her safety, should I break up and say it's not worth it.
She has periods where she cannot breath and her chest hurts. She randomly gets extremely tired to the point where she can't walk. This has been going on for a couple of months while I keep telling her to go see a doctor but she refuses to go.
I am concerned for her health as breathing is vital for being alive. I also believe that it's irresponsible to not get help from a doctor who could lessen the issues or get rid of them all together. I cannot be bothered with stress of being with somebody that can hardly breath at times and won't do anything about it. Something bad could happen and I don't want to have anything to do with that
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2021.10.27 06:28 Sir_Bubba Why does Opeli look like a turtle the first time you see her
Also, what if Callum is just bad at sword fighting because Soren is a bad teacher?
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2021.10.27 06:28 dadadaotelueviatamea Cineva a făcut o manea crypto și e chiar mișto
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2021.10.27 06:28 Puffin_fan Eight Orphans Die Hungry in Western Kabul’s Poorest Neighborhood
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2021.10.27 06:28 sf19ooo What do you guys think?
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2021.10.27 06:28 McBoogish Hello Dr. k why do I feel terrified of working a 9-5 and how do I start my own career?
Hello! I have recently finished highschool or gymnasium(Sweden) and I find myself lost. I have been working at different places, but I keep getting terrified of committing myself to a 9-5. Most people I work with seem to be so comfortable with their job and it scares the crap out of me. I feel like I want to do something greater than a normal average income job and I have the utmost capability to do it. Here is the BUT, but I do not know what to do. I have no idea on what to study or how to proceed and set a ball in motion. I try to think of what I enjoy and am passionate about, but I am not so sure. The only thing I have ever come up with is a coach, I like to help other people do well. I have never really done super well in school, I learn super fast if I find something interesting, but if something is not of my interest it can be reversed which has not helped me in school. There is also more too it about the school situation but I am trying to keep it on the shorter end.
In the meantime I try to self educate myself by watching a lot of your videos and others such as Jordan Peterson to develop myself, I regularly exercise, read and try to improve myself but I also waste a lot of time gaming. Which scares me, because I feel like I should be chasing my dreams and goals and doing things, but instead I end up in front of my computer and it does not bother me as much as I would like.
TLDR How do I start my own career and set up goals if I do not know what to do?
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2021.10.27 06:28 NerdLevel18 Other uses for Uncle Ben's
Hiya! I am a Mycology enthusiast, and as cool as I think Psychoactive mushrooms are (crazy how nature do that), I have no interest in growing them myself- however, I do want to try growing my own non-active mushrooms! Does this Tek work for all/most species of shroom, or just the 'recreational' kind?
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